better version of me
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: fiona apple, extraordinary machine
i just put in a big long entry, and then i lost it.

dammit.

the gist is that i saw fiona apple last night, and i LOVE her. a happy happy girl was i last night.

and im down 50 lbs. now from the middle of january. i also think i might have that body dysphormic disorder thing.........cuz i put a bathing suit on for the first time in about five years and i thought i looked good.....and then i looked in the mirror about an hour later and it looked like i had gained about 30 or 40 pounds in sixty minutes. so.....yeah......im losing my mind.

not really anything new, now is it? lol

anyhoo....i have to get dressed and ready, i have a chiropractor's appt. soon.......damn do i need it.