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So.....where the hell have I been?

Well.....I got this letter from this poor guy who told me that I killed his girlfriend. She "allegedly" viewed my site and then later died from her eating disorder......and apparantly I was to blame.

This letter really shook me for a while, even though I know I didn't do anything wrong. I have NEVER encouraged someone to attempt suicide, starve themselves, or induce vomiting. I have done nothing but give warnings and personal experiences. I do not glamorize or praise eating disorders.

But, it guilted me so much that I just stopped going online alltogether. Until recently.......

I was on "Cerulean Butterfly" and the webmaster posted some hate mail she got. One was a letter from a man whose girlfriend had died. Same format, same voice (speaking to the reader as "you"). But the story was different, the girlfriend wasn't the same. It sounded like he was talking about two different girls.

This bastard (or bitch) is making up these stories just to make sick people with eating disorders feel GUILTY about their illness.

So I'm back, and I'm going to make this site bigger, better, and smarter.

I started school.......

.....lost almost 15 lbs. in three weeks.......

.......and am feeling very in control.......