i feel.....like sh**.......
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as i said. im exhausted, probably from lack of food. which in a sick way makes me feel good.

proud even.

i wish i didnt wanna binge......ever. it makes me feel like such a whore. a big fat one.

binging sucks ass. dammit. i really want to.

anyway, nothing but wine and a peppermint today. i only woke up an hour or so ago. ive been sleeping so damn much. i think im sick, like, physically sick. a cold or something. yay phlegm!

:::sigh::: goodnight ....zzzzzz........