party time!
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: Lauryn Hill (where did this CD come from?)
i forgot how much i loved this stuff. i've been living off of rock for the last year. =P


ok, why the celebratory mood you ask? well.....

i was comparing my weight now to a year ago when we first moved.......33 pounds in the last year, 18 of them taken off in the last six weeks! HAHAHA! the power trip is incredible!

i know this really isn't a "great" thing, but it makes me happy......and that's a rarity, so f**k it!

ooh, i wanted to show off some pictures!

My Beloved New York (my old backyard)

My New Backyard (sorry for the crappy resolution)

My Horse (she's a mini)

you can kind of make those out.......lol

anyhoo.....i'm worried about making new friends. all of my friends back in NY knew about my ED......mostly because they knew me before it exploded into the mess that it is now. that was actually one of the reasons i stopped going out with my friends....... it seemed no matter what we did, we always had to eat. i just couldn't take it anymore, i started pulling away from all of them more and more as my ED got worse and worse.
i really don't know how to do the social stuff without giving myself up.......i finally have a friend (i think, lol) and we're going to see Korn (hahahaha).......but I don't know what to do if food comes up. i'm not really in a place right now where i can eat in public...... i have a feeling i'll just tell her that "i ate before i came". that's good, right? lol

P.S. I'll be hanging around the chat room under "Communicate", LisaC.