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Your Webmistress
Thursday, July 14, 2005
rainy Thursday
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: nothing
the weather is horrible, its this damn hurricane!!

no substancial meals today. about 200 cals of crap. mints, smarties. bad lisa!

im wiped.......i need a DRINK!! AAAHHH!!!

i think im turning into an alcoholic. yay.....

Posted by Your Webmistress at 4:15 PM EDT
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
rainy Wednesday
Now Playing: nothing
so i purged. surprise surprise.

on nothing really. only 200 calories or so. i just felt so nauseus. it was horrible.

so, no calories. YAY!!

wine now.

Posted by Your Webmistress at 6:35 PM EDT
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nothing to do
Now Playing: nothing
blah. i feel so crappy. im nauseus (sp?) all the time.......
water and 2 mints so far today. i got fat free pretzles, hopefully they'll settle my stomach.

atleast i have an excuse not to eat, lol.

anyhoo.....im beginning to love my ED again. makes me feel so nice and safe and in CONTROL.....aaaahhhh.......the best drug, lol

well, maybe not the best. but its certainly up there with the booze. that always helps with cravings. wine.

Posted by Your Webmistress at 12:47 PM EDT
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
regrets
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: nothing
i had food. all 600 calories and got knows how many grams of fat. 20? 25? ugh.

well, that didnt stay long.

i knew id blow it. of coarse. lets hope the shame keeps me from eating more.
it usually will.

Posted by Your Webmistress at 10:06 PM EDT
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i feel.....like sh**.......
Now Playing: Norah Jones
as i said. im exhausted, probably from lack of food. which in a sick way makes me feel good.

proud even.

i wish i didnt wanna binge......ever. it makes me feel like such a whore. a big fat one.

binging sucks ass. dammit. i really want to.

anyway, nothing but wine and a peppermint today. i only woke up an hour or so ago. ive been sleeping so damn much. i think im sick, like, physically sick. a cold or something. yay phlegm!

:::sigh::: goodnight ....zzzzzz........

Posted by Your Webmistress at 7:47 PM EDT
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Monday, July 11, 2005
damn me
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: nothing
so.....we just HAD to go out to eat. i had a panic attack right in the middle of it all and starting crying at the table. french fries, REALLY fried. i lost it.

of coarse, as soon as i got home i tossed it, oil completely freaks me out. i was doing really well, too. waking up late always helps.

ugh. webrings. cant get em to work!!!

Posted by Your Webmistress at 6:21 PM EDT
Updated: Monday, July 11, 2005 6:23 PM EDT
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
The Broken Bits Network
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: System Of A Down Baby!!!! AUGUST!!!
well, im back.....muah ha ha

i think i know why i got booted last time. i threatened someone......political, lets say. sorry. im REAL sorry i got kicked off. it totally bummed me out. makes me so angry, i had the site going so good, too. now i gotta start ALL OVER AGAIN. damn.

anyhoo, today i had coffee and wine. thats all. lucky me, i woke up at 4 o'clock and missed the whole day's hunger pains, yay me!

sick, aint it?

guess thats all for now. i gotta work on the BBN site. (grumbles....)

Posted by Your Webmistress at 7:19 PM EDT
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